Re: Id like to tell you a little about my experience so far...

A couple days ago I was meditating on Carolyn, and my mind lit up like a
light bulb. It was my mental illness again in the midst of a dopamine fix.
I can see how such an experience might be mistaken for some kind of
spiritual enlightenment, but I have come to know it as my sickness. It
seems that Carolyn had been backed into a corner and had no choice than to
saturate me with love and gratitude, but if that's the case, it wasn't love.
It was an influence that dissolved and annealed.

When a feeling like this dissolves and destroys constructs of the mind that
took a lifetime to build, it is not necessarily a positive thing.

Whenever Carolyn imparts something positive to me, it's a guarantee that it
will immediately be followed by something proportionately negative. That's
how she works. She always likes to leave a goodbye present, and it is
always something negative that she can look down her snoot and laugh about.

This time I installed a rectifier, though, and the joke's on her. Not only
won't I die because of her, she's got a goodbye present from me. She'll
either wise up or share the plight of Cynthia Jane Anderson for the rest of
her days, and I'll be the one doing the laughing.

Carolyn as my wife? It's not an option. Be a good little girl and fight
for your life.

On Jun 20, 3:34 am, "Jon G." <jon8...@peoplepc.com> wrote:
> A couple days ago I was meditating on Carolyn, and my mind lit up like a
> light bulb. It was my mental illness again in the midst of a dopamine fix.
> I can see how such an experience might be mistaken for some kind of
> spiritual enlightenment, but I have come to know it as my sickness. It
> seems that Carolyn had been backed into a corner and had no choice than to
> saturate me with love and gratitude, but if that's the case, it wasn't love.
> It was an influence that dissolved and annealed.
>
> When a feeling like this dissolves and destroys constructs of the mind that
> took a lifetime to build, it is not necessarily a positive thing.
>
> Whenever Carolyn imparts something positive to me, it's a guarantee that it
> will immediately be followed by something proportionately negative. That's
> how she works. She always likes to leave a goodbye present, and it is
> always something negative that she can look down her snoot and laugh about.
>
> This time I installed a rectifier, though, and the joke's on her. Not only
> won't I die because of her, she's got a goodbye present from me. She'll
> either wise up or share the plight of Cynthia Jane Anderson for the rest of
> her days, and I'll be the one doing the laughing.
>
> Carolyn as my wife? It's not an option. Be a good little girl and fight
> for your life.

I assure you you will not die, death is a fantasy that we only ever
see outside ourselves...

Robin wrote:

(snip)

Robin, please stop crossposting to soc.religion.quaker.

Flame wars -- even against such a deserving target -- are
not welcome there.

"Robin" <miracleweb@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1182370615.207069.173030@q19g2000prn.googlegr oups.com...
> On Jun 20, 3:34 am, "Jon G." <jon8...@peoplepc.com> wrote:
>> <rantings of a loony>

> I assure you you will not die, death is a fantasy that we only ever
> see outside ourselves...

Please do not feed the trolls.

Yowie

On Jun 20, 2:53 pm, "Yowie" <yowie9644.DIESPAM...@yahoo.com.au> wrote:
> "Robin" <miracle...@gmail.com> wrote in message
>
> news:1182370615.207069.173030@q19g2000prn.googlegr oups.com...
>
> > On Jun 20, 3:34 am, "Jon G." <jon8...@peoplepc.com> wrote:
> >> <rantings of a loony>
> > I assure you you will not die, death is a fantasy that we only ever
> > see outside ourselves...
>
> Please do not feed the trolls.
>
> Yowie

If I do not feed and cloth my brother, as I was fed and clothed, how
will he ever find his way home?

"Robin" <miracleweb@gmail.com> wrote in message
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> On Jun 20, 2:53 pm, "Yowie" <yowie9644.DIESPAM...@yahoo.com.au> wrote:
> > "Robin" <miracle...@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >
> > news:1182370615.207069.173030@q19g2000prn.googlegr oups.com...
> >
> > > On Jun 20, 3:34 am, "Jon G." <jon8...@peoplepc.com> wrote:
> > >> <rantings of a loony>
> > > I assure you you will not die, death is a fantasy that we only ever
> > > see outside ourselves...
> >
> > Please do not feed the trolls.
> >
> > Yowie
>
> If I do not feed and cloth my brother, as I was fed and clothed, how
> will he ever find his way home?
>
Fear not. Once it dawns on him that there is a free ride
guaranteed,
his genetic global positioning system will take over. miki.

On Jun 20, 10:47 pm, "miki" <k35...@direct.ca> wrote:
> "Robin" <miracle...@gmail.com> wrote in message
>
> news:1182389271.274757.316510@a26g2000pre.googlegr oups.com...
>
>
>
> > On Jun 20, 2:53 pm, "Yowie" <yowie9644.DIESPAM...@yahoo.com.au> wrote:
> > > "Robin" <miracle...@gmail.com> wrote in message
>
> > >news:1182370615.207069.173030@q19g2000prn.googleg roups.com...
>
> > > > On Jun 20, 3:34 am, "Jon G." <jon8...@peoplepc.com> wrote:
> > > >> <rantings of a loony>
> > > > I assure you you will not die, death is a fantasy that we only ever
> > > > see outside ourselves...
>
> > > Please do not feed the trolls.
>
> > > Yowie
>
> > If I do not feed and cloth my brother, as I was fed and clothed, how
> > will he ever find his way home?
>
> Fear not. Once it dawns on him that there is a free ride
> guaranteed,
> his genetic global positioning system will take over. miki.- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -

I was speaking metaphorically...

"Robin" <miracleweb@gmail.com> wrote in message
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> On Jun 20, 10:47 pm, "miki" <k35...@direct.ca> wrote:
> > "Robin" <miracle...@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >
> > news:1182389271.274757.316510@a26g2000pre.googlegr oups.com...
> >
> >
> >
> > > On Jun 20, 2:53 pm, "Yowie" <yowie9644.DIESPAM...@yahoo.com.au> wrote:
> > > > "Robin" <miracle...@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >
> > > >news:1182370615.207069.173030@q19g2000prn.googleg roups.com...
> >
> > > > > On Jun 20, 3:34 am, "Jon G." <jon8...@peoplepc.com> wrote:
> > > > >> <rantings of a loony>
> > > > > I assure you you will not die, death is a fantasy that we only
ever
> > > > > see outside ourselves...
> >
> > > > Please do not feed the trolls.
> >
> > > > Yowie
> >
> > > If I do not feed and cloth my brother, as I was fed and clothed, how
> > > will he ever find his way home?
> >
> > Fear not. Once it dawns on him that there is a free ride
> > guaranteed,
> > his genetic global positioning system will take over.
miki.- Hide quoted text -
> >
> > - Show quoted text -
>
> I was speaking metaphorically...
>
I wsa speaking realistically. miki.

miki wrote:

>I wsa speaking realistically. miki.

You were being a royal pain in the ass.

"miki", *Please* stop crossposting to soc.religion.quaker and
uk.rec.psychic.

With your mouse cursor, click on the "Newsgroups" box at the
top of your reply. then use yoir delete key to remove any
newsgroups that you do not read.

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Jon G.	Re: Id like to tell you a little about my experience so far... A couple days ago I was meditating on Carolyn, and my mind lit up like a light bulb. It was my mental illness again in the midst of a dopamine fix. I can see how such an experience might be mistaken for some kind of spiritual enlightenment, but I have come to know it as my sickness. It seems that Carolyn had been backed into a corner and had no choice than to saturate me with love and gratitude, but if that's the case, it wasn't love. It was an influence that dissolved and annealed. When a feeling like this dissolves and destroys constructs of the mind that took a lifetime to build, it is not necessarily a positive thing. Whenever Carolyn imparts something positive to me, it's a guarantee that it will immediately be followed by something proportionately negative. That's how she works. She always likes to leave a goodbye present, and it is always something negative that she can look down her snoot and laugh about. This time I installed a rectifier, though, and the joke's on her. Not only won't I die because of her, she's got a goodbye present from me. She'll either wise up or share the plight of Cynthia Jane Anderson for the rest of her days, and I'll be the one doing the laughing. Carolyn as my wife? It's not an option. Be a good little girl and fight for your life.

	#2
Robin	Re: Id like to tell you a little about my experience so far... On Jun 20, 3:34 am, "Jon G." <jon8...@peoplepc.com> wrote: > A couple days ago I was meditating on Carolyn, and my mind lit up like a > light bulb. It was my mental illness again in the midst of a dopamine fix. > I can see how such an experience might be mistaken for some kind of > spiritual enlightenment, but I have come to know it as my sickness. It > seems that Carolyn had been backed into a corner and had no choice than to > saturate me with love and gratitude, but if that's the case, it wasn't love. > It was an influence that dissolved and annealed. > > When a feeling like this dissolves and destroys constructs of the mind that > took a lifetime to build, it is not necessarily a positive thing. > > Whenever Carolyn imparts something positive to me, it's a guarantee that it > will immediately be followed by something proportionately negative. That's > how she works. She always likes to leave a goodbye present, and it is > always something negative that she can look down her snoot and laugh about. > > This time I installed a rectifier, though, and the joke's on her. Not only > won't I die because of her, she's got a goodbye present from me. She'll > either wise up or share the plight of Cynthia Jane Anderson for the rest of > her days, and I'll be the one doing the laughing. > > Carolyn as my wife? It's not an option. Be a good little girl and fight > for your life. I assure you you will not die, death is a fantasy that we only ever see outside ourselves...

	#3
Engineer	Re: Id like to tell you a little about my experience so far... Robin wrote: (snip) Robin, please stop crossposting to soc.religion.quaker. Flame wars -- even against such a deserving target -- are not welcome there.

	#4
Yowie	Re: Id like to tell you a little about my experience so far... "Robin" <miracleweb@gmail.com> wrote in message news:1182370615.207069.173030@q19g2000prn.googlegr oups.com... > On Jun 20, 3:34 am, "Jon G." <jon8...@peoplepc.com> wrote: >> <rantings of a loony> > I assure you you will not die, death is a fantasy that we only ever > see outside ourselves... Please do not feed the trolls. Yowie

	#6
miki	Re: Id like to tell you a little about my experience so far... "Robin" <miracleweb@gmail.com> wrote in message news:1182389271.274757.316510@a26g2000pre.googlegr oups.com... > On Jun 20, 2:53 pm, "Yowie" <yowie9644.DIESPAM...@yahoo.com.au> wrote: > > "Robin" <miracle...@gmail.com> wrote in message > > > > news:1182370615.207069.173030@q19g2000prn.googlegr oups.com... > > > > > On Jun 20, 3:34 am, "Jon G." <jon8...@peoplepc.com> wrote: > > >> <rantings of a loony> > > > I assure you you will not die, death is a fantasy that we only ever > > > see outside ourselves... > > > > Please do not feed the trolls. > > > > Yowie > > If I do not feed and cloth my brother, as I was fed and clothed, how > will he ever find his way home? > Fear not. Once it dawns on him that there is a free ride guaranteed, his genetic global positioning system will take over. miki.